Category: Non Cake Related

September 3, 2017 This map represents 2 years of counseling and therapy.  In 2015 I started a blog as a way of working through the depression and anxiety that I was finally facing when I started counseling.  The blog was started as a way to focus on something else besides what I was going through;… Continue reading Journey through depression

August 27, 2017 It was another day of waking up and feeling overwhelming loneliness as I laid there in the darkness of the morning dawn. It has been happening quite often over the last 6 months or so.  As I laid there and the inevitable self-doubt started creeping into my thoughts I suddenly smelled cigarette… Continue reading Love’s Purpose

August 13, 2017 I debated over writing this for several days.  I finally decided to go ahead and put it out there. I grew up in Oklahoma almost the center of what we call in the U.S. the Bible belt.  It’s an imaginary line of states that start in Ohio Valley and extends to the… Continue reading Spiritual Awareness: Universal force or God?

August 7th, 2017 I woke up this morning feeling panicked.  I didn't know what time it was, I had forgotten to reset my clock so it was just flashing 12:00.  My phone is not working properly so it wasn't charging overnight and was dead.  After finally rigging it up with rubber bands to hold it… Continue reading Panic – Early morning thoughts

August 3, 2017 During the scrolling through different social media apps and while waiting for the counseling session this past week, it occurred, that the waiting was starting to cause the already anxiety ridden thoughts to compound. The noise levels of those in the waiting area seemed to be amplified and the heart rate was… Continue reading Words we follow – Finding points to ponder