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Finding Life’s Purpose – “Put up, Shut up or Get Out of the Way”

I’m 46 years old.  It’s hard to believe sometimes that I actually made it this far in life. The history of depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts could have ended everything for me a long time ago but it didn’t.  I’m still here, still pushing forward and still hopeful.  Resilient is the word most often used… Continue reading Finding Life’s Purpose – “Put up, Shut up or Get Out of the Way”

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Father’s Day – A day with a different meaning

I grew up not having complete trust in men or males and it took many years of counseling to face the reasons why. My mother became a single mom at the age of 22.  I was not planned and according to her, during her drunken states, unwanted.  It was harsh to grow up not feeling… Continue reading Father’s Day – A day with a different meaning

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Laughter & Smiling – Always the best medicine

So today is my oldest child’s birthday.  I couldn’t sleep last night because of all the thoughts running through my mind.  Thinking about him and worrying, as a mom always does, whether he is happy or not was one of them. My son also has depression and anxiety issues coupled with highly active thoughts and… Continue reading Laughter & Smiling – Always the best medicine