6/3/2026
1:49 am
It has been 4 years since I wrote that and interestingly enough, I gave in and started talking to the individual again. We have been talking non stop since.
Except the past few days of no chatting. It has only been since Sunday morning, it is very early Wednesday morning here. Only two days but depression and anxiety makes my mind believe it has been longer.
I still sometimes overreact because of the anxiety but I have learned it is much easier to apologize and ask for forgiveness than to keep the misunderstanding going. I know he is busy with work and other things.
Solitude back then gave me what I needed, a moment to lessen the noise, focus on what I want, and to plan for my future. That is what I did and I also learned how to let someone else into my life.
Is it perfect, no. Life and living with others is never perfect, we all know this. Finding someone that understands this about you, all your idiosyncrasies’, flaws, habits, and personal history while also supporting you with kindness and care is what we should all expect. He says that he appreciates my forthrightness and honesty, that no one else ever just spoke their mind to him. I appreciate that he doesn’t hold my words against me, that I never experienced before.
Also knowing, that you are in control of not only your actions but how you want to live, is paramount. You as an individual control who or what you want in your life. No one else can make those decisions for you.
This repost of the previous blog post is a good a reminder that sometimes the Universe knows when to intervene and we should probably stop to listen.
Thank you for stopping by.
Have a wonderful week!
Peace, love, happiness, and good vibes, always!
Suzanne
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